my heart- breaking poem...

"A Final Teardrop"

countless night i cried,
thinking of way to forget you
being hurt cannot be denied
because you have changed my life
i never realized earlier;
that loving you was a big mistake,
spending my time for you was unfair;
waking up from this foolishness came just too late
is it right to love someone like you,
who touched my heart, so true;
but what are this tears for?
are they for you who hurt me more?
a teardrop of happiness
that taught me how to lie,
tears of loneliness that made me cry...
some say "that's the way life goes",
but there's one thing i want to give up
for you'll give this,"My Final Teardrop".